Sacrificing Till We Dying

Every people have their own desire to struggling something while they are alive. In every moment at struggling something, ain’t no doubt that there’s something to be sacrifice for. So do I, my struggle to have a chance to tastes the feel as being part of colleges in Ali Wardhana campus. I have to sacrifice many things to get my dream achieve.

At the first, I would like to tell you that actually I was graduated from senior high school at 2016. Which is a year longer than my batch (?), and I was officially entered this campus at 2017. So what do I do a year ago? Fyi, maybe this is a kind of not-so-inspirational story, unlike those stories that was told by masukkampus, info3sma official account thingy. However, this story will be posted anyway. Sebenernya biar ada isinya ajasih.

So, now we will have flashback to some years ago while I was senior high student. Once upon a time, there was a super lazy girl living in a not-so-village region. Guess it who is that! Yep, the super lazy girl was actually me. I was born with this bad behavior, I never touch my book to study at all, except in exam. And yes, it give impact to my result. I never get ranked in my rest senior high time. In the middle of second semester in grade 3, there’s a new policy that only 75% student could join SNMPTN. Guess what? I even couldn’t join this chance. What a pity I am. Actually I didn’t disappointed at all, I know I deserve it. With my consciousness, I spend my 1 month studying and I took SBMPTN, UTUL UGM batch 2, and SM UNY. It was a big fool that I didn’t take UTUL UGM batch 1, and watching movie in cinema instead. Oh yea, a year ago I take a registration form at AIM (Akademi Imigrasi), so I couldn’t take USM STAN too because there’s a policy to register at only 1 Perguruan Tinggi Kedinasan, Ikatan Dinas.

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I was accepted in Kearsipan UGM and Adm. Perkantoran UNY. So I took the first one because I already paid the tuition fee before UNY’s announcement. Hear my tuition fee I got shocked, it’s cost my parents money, so I promise to myself to join USM STAN in next year. Thank God, I could make my parent proud that I was accepted in PKN-STAN this year.

But there’s many things I little bit regret to. My friends, my lectures, my environment, my boarding house’s mate, my experiences, my chances and so many on that I have to leaved. I even take a short internship in Arsip Universitas Gadjah Mada that I could remember it in the rest of my life. It was such a great chance to be part of them. Although some people underestimate my study program.

And now, I move to this big city, leave my family, leave my friends, lost my chance to be an archivist, and leave the peaceful of Jogja. However, I need to try love this moment too, here I wanna be someone better, wanna reach my parents dream, and mine too. See? There’s something to be sacrifice to reach a goal.